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Friday, March 21, 2008
Purpose
It's... nice, to feel needed/wanted once in awhile. For whatever reason at all, be it as a friend to talk to when you're depressed, someone to hang out with, an extra leg for mahjong or dota. Ultimately you get some sort of satisfaction from the fact that you were actually called to render a service only you could give.
And conversely of course, it sucks when nobody calls on you for anything, and you see them happy and getting on with their lives just fine without you, and you wonder whether they remember what you did for them once, what you might have to do for them again? You're happy that they're happy, but somehow... lament that you're not part of that happiness?
For all my talk of selfishness it occurs to me that one of the things that gives me the most joy is seeing the people around me happy. Correction. Seeing them happy because of something I did, or just my presence. So there's the selfish Moca!
Is that so wrong?
Moca wrote @ 2:05 AM
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