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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Wrapped
For the second year in a row I feel so... detached again, for New Year's. I thought of typing a post that would allow me to recap everything that I've been through this year, but I can't really bring myself to take that trip. I never liked... dwelling in the past, thinking about things that went well just makes you nostalgic and long for something you can't have (Gatsby) and thinking about things that sucked just makes you feel miserable for no reason.
I make it a point not to regret things that I've missed out on, either by resolving to get them done or rationalising them away. But for the first time I've encountered regrets which cannot be resolved either way. And hence this last week has been uncharacteristically of regret for me.
When you're a student it seems your biggest worry is that of the upcoming exams, which to me was absolutely no worry at all. So I basically had no worries. Adults worry about... well, life. (Should stop speaking like that. I'm not a kid anymore) But I have no idea how people make that transition from a teenager to an adult. Some of my peers have done that ages ago. I find that I obviously want to remain as a kid. I thought a year or so ago that I was responsible enough to face things that I now know that I could never have done so.
I've learned alot this year. And for better or worse found the persona that I enjoy being. Every year also I become more... tolerant, of small little things that arn't worth my time to get angry over. By, of course, laughing at them. Okay i'm digressing.
I wonder if I'm the only person who dares to tell God to 'wait'.
Moca wrote @ 12:18 PM
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