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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Sub-zero
I'm freezing. And yet I'm no more numb (haha I actually typed number) to what's going on back at home. Being a few thousand kilometers away doesn't really change very much. And if I was hoping to get some epiphany out here in the snow I'm very much mistaken. All my putting on is muscles. Wtf.
I got a surprise message from Zhenghong yesterday night. Seems he wants to get together for some songwriting and playing and stuff. Pleasant surprise. He used to be my best friend, in primary one to three. Then he got streamed in to GEP (damn that program) and we just... sorta lost contact. He became... well it's hard to say what he became. He was always the more... mature and responsible one back then. I guess the easiest way to explain it is that he became a teenager, whereas I was stuck as a kid all the way into secondary school. ... Still am now actually. We were very very similar back then, I used to joke that he was like my mirror image, the person I could have become if I'd grown up a little and stopped being a kid. Actually I think I used to envy him, but obviously I'dve never admitted that. I don't anymore, though. Guess I'm quite happy with what I am. I don't even know whether he's still the kinda person that I wouldn't mind hanging out with (there are actually very few guys that i would) or if he's the kinda person I get annoyed at. I guess I'm pretty open to the idea, or maybe I'm just desperate to start playing again.
My score book is sitting on the table next to me open to the half-written 'Temptress', which I swore to finish by the time I got back. I just... can't bring myself to continue it.
Moca wrote @ 9:37 PM
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