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Sunday, November 11, 2007
Heart of the Engineer
Sounds cool, doesn't it.
It all seems such a lie, these last few days. Trying so hard for something that I always thought I had.
No, to be honest I knew I never had it. Just managed to make myself (and others?) believe so. Actually I don't think anyone was convinced. The easiest person to lie to is always yourself.
Now I realise how Artemis Entreri must have felt in Menzoberranzan.
I realise I like to open and close my hands alot these few days. Something I started because my fingers were getting stiff from all the... fingery things I did. Now it just seems that I'm constantly grasping at something that's not there.
Does it even exist?
It must be so nice to be grounded in certainty. In Science. In Maths. Even in God. Things that don't change no matter what happens.
Water, Air, Fire, Earth. In order of personal preference.
Moca wrote @ 5:46 PM
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