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Thursday, May 31, 2007
Mapple
'And if we obey God , we must disobey ourselves; and it is in this disobeying ourselves, wherein the hardiness of obeying God consists.'
- Father Mapple (Moby Dick Chapter 9)
Moca wrote @ 1:14 PM
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
Today was a good day!
My highlights of the day included :
- Taking part as a reserve for RJC team 2 in an inter-school dota tournament! It started at the semi-finals today where RJC team 1 were playing RJC team 2 on one side, which i didn't play. So they lost to the other team and went on to play against NJC in a 3rd/4th placing game, a match which one of our members had to leave for church so i took over his place! And we won! Woopeee! The only thing that sorta spoiled the day was that the other RJ team lost in the finals so it wasn't a Raffles sweep )=
- When we were on the way back from dinner with my family, we stopped by at a petrol kiosk to pump petrol. My bro and i went into the Cheers there, where i noticed a bag of rice with a part of the plastic sorta... dented. Like someone had been poking it alot but couldn't break through. I pointed that out to my brother and he poked it once more and created a hole in the rice bag! When my parents found out they made him pay for the bag of rice. He was still sulking on the way back when he said, 'Ha. Now if there's a war in Singapore and a food shortage yall will die because i have rice and yall don't!'
And those were totally my highlights of the day.
Moca wrote @ 10:39 PM
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
Ask for me
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow )=
OMG STARCRAFT 2 IS COMING OUT! LIFE HAS NEWFOUND MEANING RWOAR!
Okay my angsty mood has been overridden by excitement over SC2. Woohoo!!!!
I am what you see,
I am not what they say.
But if i turn out to be,
Could you love me anyway?
Moca wrote @ 9:40 PM
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Friday, May 18, 2007
Saw
Haha i just finished reading the Wikis for the entire Saw series, because i'm too big a sissy to watch the actual movies myself. Which was probably a good choice, I got quite a scare just reading about Jigsaw's traps.
It occured to me that I'd probably be a very likely candidate for one of Jigsaw's tests. (For those of you who don't know, Jigsaw is a serial killer with a brain tumor. Seeing that he was dying, he kidnaps people who don't value their life and subjects them to torturous tests which is supposed to trigger their instinct for survival and treasure the life they were given. Of course most of them ended up dying) But apart from the fear of being subjected to such a test (i've actually been trying to think of something for myself) a small part of me is curious as to how I'd fare.
I'm not afraid of death. I think. But that doesn't mean i welcome it. Figures what will come will come, but as much as i would like to think that life should be lived to the fullest sometimes i wonder what exactly that means. And whether i'm living as such.
Moca wrote @ 9:52 PM
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
New day, New discovery
I learned a few new things today!
- Both Enid Blyton and Roald Dahl are dead. I always had a childhood dream of meeting them one day and had no idea they had long since deceased (1968 and 1990 respectively) so... yea. That dream has been shattered.
- Little butterfly-shaped chocolates can fly off with your money.
- Harmonica + Harp = Some damn ownage combi.
Yea! What a productive day.
Moca wrote @ 11:31 PM
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Please?
At the shrine of friendship never say die,
Let the wine of friendship never run dry.
Drink with me.
Moca wrote @ 9:39 PM
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Longer that i'm out here - Kevin Devine
The longer that I'm out here the better you sound.
You're scrunching up your face in this picture I found
And I'm chasing after you, steadily losing ground.
I don't wanna forget so I'm writing it down.
Have you ever? No, never, never.
I find that hard to believe.
So let's burn the furniture to see how angry a fire could make me.
Now you say that there's someone that you need to reconnect with,
Some scarecrow from high school that you loved but never slept with.
A baby with a pipe dream playing hopscotch on your bandages.
And i'm singing all the songs while I sleep on your couch.
I'm coughing up a lung but i'm covering my mouth
And I paint you on the wall, yellow red green and brown.
I miss you all the time but I'm blocking it out.
Are you better? No, never, never.
What does it say about me?
Now let's break the smoke alarm to see how scared locked windows make me.
So you say there's a stranger staring sideways in a deep freeze.
A loner draped in ivy playing slumlord in his city dream.
A faker with an art form pulling magic tricks on weak girls up his sleeve.
And I'm choking right along with the words in my throat.
I'm falling back in love with the letter you wrote
And I think that I was wrong but I guess I don't know,
I figure that I'll wait until you tell me so.
The longer that I'm out here the better you sound.
You're scrunching up your face in this picture I found
And I'm chasing after you, steadily losing ground.
I miss you all the time but I'm blocking it out.
The longer that I'm out here...
The longer that I'm out here...
The longer that I'm out here...
The longer that I'm out here the better you sound.
Moca wrote @ 5:14 PM
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Monday, May 14, 2007
Stupid Ms. Bennett
I just heard a few lines from the song Longer than I'm Out Here - Kevin Devine.
And I'm choking right along with the words in my throat
I'm falling back in love with the letter you wrote
And I think that I was wrong, but I guess I don't know
I figure that I'll wait until you tell me so
Lol! PnP!
Moca wrote @ 3:40 PM
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
I'm Addicted
I need musiiccccccc.
I said today that even if i became blind and deaf i'd still play piano every day because it honestly wouldn't make a difference to me. I'd still hear it as clearly as if i had my senses.
Moca wrote @ 8:23 PM
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You got my attention
I... just had a sort of small revelation that makes me out to be a rather hilarious joke, in a pathetic sort of way.
As if i matter that much.
Moca wrote @ 7:44 PM
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Playtime has ended
You know you did something wrong. Nobody's really acting the same anymore. It's a result of your interactions with them, something that's quite... inevitable. You feel you caused all this and now you feel like you need to do something about it. Most people won't say much about it, won't even let you know that anything's changed but you can sense it. And it's eating you ever so...
Fuck it.
Like you can.
How they want to live isn't my problem. Especially not this year. I don't have the time nor energy to resolve all this. I'm not even sure if i really want to.
Coward.
No, i'm just being rational. There'll be a time and place for all this to be settled, just not now. I need to focus on the things that matter the most. And that much i am sure of. And while it sucks to remain in this state concerning all of them it's just too bad. It may or may not have been my fault, I believe it is partially but that's not the point. It doesn't matter now.
Let the world settle it's own problems. I'll deal with mine.
You know you can't. You 'care' too much. And i say 'care' because you know it's not born out of any genuine concern for people's well-being in general, but yet another one of your ulterior selfish motives.
I don't know that. Why it affects me so much that is. Does it matter? The end's the same whether i act upon it or not. If it keeps everyone happy what's so wrong about it?
So you say.
... Why the fuck am i talking to myself.
Moca wrote @ 11:22 PM
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Maximum Spider
For once the title has no real relevance to my post. It's just really cool to see Spidey juggle a char 5 times in the air.
I declare myself well-rested and fit to go back to school tomorrow. For the record i actually had a headache, and while minor it served as a reasonable excuse to get away from school for a day. Yet the thought of going back there tomorrow isn't really appealing.
I talked to Nat a little in the morning, and she says she might come down and visit sometime next week. I hinted to her that the reception might not be as warm as when she left us, but hopefully i'm wrong.
I need to try and find that balance between studying and yet not becoming too stressed out by the whole situation. It's not so bad so far because all i'm doing is noob maths (APGP, functions, probability) but i really need to start on the serious stuff soon. Oh look it's May already.
OMG lol. It's May already.
Moca wrote @ 10:21 PM
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
Soul Slides Away
Don't look back in anger, i heard you say.
So i thought, at least.
Sunday night angst strikes again.
People say I always look either angry or sad when I'm playing piano. The former's usually because i always think i could be playing so much better. The latter's because of something i realised very recently.
I can't sing. The only time my voice comes out anywhere half-decently is when i've abandoned any fear of embarassment and go at it all out, something really hard for me to achieve even when I'm alone. Watching Live from Abbey Road videos keeps making me wish i could sing and play at the same time, to recreate even a fraction of the music that these people have written. My inability to is making me rather sad about the whole thing.
Oh yea, I love OTH. Screw Prison break, screw Heroes and whatever other crappy series i may have wanted to watch before yesterday. One Tree Hill forever <333
Moca wrote @ 9:36 PM
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't dare to. Not now at least.
School is starting to drain me, very badly. It's not the lessons, it's just the whole atmostphere. Like 'Oh my God As are coming' and everybody's angsting and worrying. It's almost tangible, and it's suffocating. ... I can't function very well in such an environment. It's not that I feel guilty for not worrying, it's just that it's very... bothersome. And we're still 6 months away. I can hardly imagine what things'll be like before prelims. *shudders*
Hence i now vow to spend more time with people who don't seem to worry about such things. Like Clan Pok. And Xinrui especially.
Note to fellow A level students:
JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE STUDYING HARD DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN!!!!!
I am getting stressed over the stress of others. How odd.
Doing maths daily has settled me into some sort of... rhythm, that i'm not sure may be entirely beneficial. Maths is so... clear cut, a refreshing change from the rest of my subjects. Things need to be in black and white every now and then. It's becoming somewhat 'brainless' - (Using only the... logic part of your brain, i can't remember if it's left or right) Logic without creativity is somewhat useless, imo. But considering i am an arts student, i really ought to work the creative part in a more... academic-orientated manner.
What I can't say I write in song...
Moca wrote @ 9:46 PM
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Spiderman <333
Haha I still liked it, despite the Marvel fan in me screaming out at all the injustices done to the comic book. And somebody in the directing side of things doesn't really like Pete Wentz. Haha. Watch it yourself to see.
I declare May to be the month of countdowns, even though i'm too lazy to state everything i'm counting down to this month, about 10 or so things by rough estimation.
My hardcore mugging has been sadly limited to a single subject since i started - Maths. And while it's still a marked improvement, also considering i only have 2 subjects to really study for, it can't really last forever.
Moca wrote @ 10:39 PM
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