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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
When There's Nothing Left to Burn
You have to set yourself on fire.
When Mr. Booth gave the answer to my ending question in Lit lesson I sorta just took it in because i was way too tired to give any thought to it at that point in time. On the bus ride home I had time, and I sorta realised that alot in life has to be distinguished between that... personal and institutional thing.
What it means is I guess that while it is true that alot of the major things in life that I do now seem to be folly and a damned waste of time, it's the little inter-personal gestures and sacrifices that give our lives meaning.
Okay i really should stop writing emo philosophies on my blog.
My hands are aching from the hours of practising for concert. Even my foot hurts from moving up and down so much. There came a point in time today when i realised just how self-conscious I still am, how much self-esteem issues i have, despite my efforts to conceal it, and my admonitions of others with those problems. I've been feeling rather crappy for most of the day, the fact that i'm falling sick isn't helping either.
And it occurs to me that i have no idea where this post is going, apart from sounding alot like the people i scold.
Moca wrote @ 10:17 PM
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