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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Fin de Siecle

I feel like... what we all used to think those people felt during the turn of the century. Like.. all the uncertainty and wonder of what's going to happen in the future etc. And it was kinda overnight. My life seems to have no real sense of direction anymore, apart from As, but even that seems so.. far away, and so abstract a concept.

Going to school this past week seemed so pointless and hollow. It's like all i'm going there for are the lessons, which no doubt have been really helpful this week. Saves alot of effort on my own to listen in class.

Oh another thing. Concert has opened up so many possibilities in the realm of music for me. Every idle thought keeps drifting back to music, and what i want to do next. Nothing's confirmed yet, but sadly i don't think everyone in my band shares this enthusiasm. Not for the first time i lament not knowing anyone i can talk about music with.

or anything else.

The scariest part now is, i'm angsting and i can't even be bothered to do anything about it.




Moca wrote @ 10:25 PM

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