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Thursday, April 12, 2007

En Taro Adun

Right now i'll take a battlecry from any language.

I can't help but constantly think, 'I'm not ready. We're not ready' but of course i don't think i'll ever be. Some reassurance of some sort would be nice, but then again i've never lived on things like that before. The fact that i'm sick won't, or shouldn't bother me tomorrow. Mind over matter, i've proven that once this week already.

The stress stops the minute I step on stage, or at least, becomes inconsequential. It's always like that. 'Never let anxiety affect performance, focus on the task at hand and get it done.' Sometimes i think i have more mental discipline than i thought i did. Somebody once told me that despite popular belief, my failing wasn't lack of discipline, it was apathy. I still havn't decided whether he was right or not, but it's times like these that makes me agree.

Sleep will not come easily tonight.

Then again, the easy way's for noobs.


Moca wrote @ 10:29 PM

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