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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Spirited Away

No i never watched the movie.

Lately i've been feeling as though my brain, consciousness, whatever has been like detached from my body. Like... i'm doing stuff i really shouldn't/don't want to be doing and even as i'm doing it the thought 'Omgwtf are you doing' is echoing through my head. And it's not even like it's anything morally wrong, just incredibly stupid.

I keep hitting deadends everytime i try to do things on my own. This is probably where i should probably seek God's help in what i try, but once more i'm too proud to accept that i can't do anything on my own. Just because God isn't with you doesn't mean He's against, you. Right?

Maybe i'm just not trying hard enough, because sometimes i'm just too lazy to start doing things. So then does the fault lie in me or do i have to ask God to help me to get off my ass and start doing things. Because that is so pathetic. And the fact that i'm blogging all this instead of actually doing something about it is also really pathetic.

It's amazing how I piss myself off.


Moca wrote @ 7:32 PM

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