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Thursday, February 22, 2007
I Hate Drawing
And painting, and sketching, and any kind of physical art in general. Because i can't do it. I'm not kidding. My artistic talents are so sad that if you gave me a piece of tracing paper and asked me to trace out a small picture of some comic book character, i really can't do it. Or gave me a colouring book and asked me to colour, i won't be able to colour within the lines.
Some excuse i guess i could give was that when i was young my parents always put a hell lot more emphasis on reading and music than on art. Like... art was the 'leisure' thing (haha) and music and reading were the character building things in life. ... I guess they were for me, in a sense.
Somebody told me recently that art was actually something that wasn't so much talent, but a hell lot of training put into it. I guess he was right, and so i wonder whether i cover my inability by saying i couldn't do it naturally, instead of it simply being because i never tried. Like what alot of people usually say when they give up/don't attempt stuff.
... I just effectively wasted an hour and thirty minutes. I was supposed to spend my after dinner time getting some serious work done (keep in mind that my definition of 'work' is somewhat different from the general standard) but i ended up talking to Rachel and Elizabeth instead. Okay fine so 'wasted' wasn't exactly a really good word to use, because both conversations were pretty meaningful. Except one has ended and the other still picking up, but they're both leaving me feeling really pissed off at myself. Again.
Sometimes, caring about things that doesn't concern you just tends to screw up your own life even more. Be. More. Selfish.
Moca wrote @ 9:21 PM
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