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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Dis-abled
I was suddenly struck by some overwhelming feeling of... something. I think i mentioned once a long time ago how things were slightly slipping out of control and it was annoying me. Right now it seems that everything i thought i had some leverage over has broken loose, like... i'm unable to hold steady anything i once could, or thought i could.
I need someone like myself to tell me to stop wallowing in self-pity and move on. It's just that for once i'm unable to really figure out what's causing this, and have no idea to correct it. Sure i can correct the individual things that i'm losing control over, but until i figure out the root cause i don't think this... loss of control over simple things is going to stop.
I guess this is where most people who believe in God will acknoledge that they can't do anything on their own, and put everything in His hands and trust in him to deliver them etc.
I... can't. Pride is probably the thing in the way. If i'm going to get out of this i want to, no i need to do it myself. I can't remember where i got the quote 'God shouldn't be used as a crutch'.
Guess it's time to break a leg.
Moca wrote @ 11:09 PM
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